How do I get to choose the Buddhist path as a way of life? For now, deep, inner conviction. But I was still in its infancy. My strict Catholic grandmother would turn in his grave if she knew that I completely renounce the Catholic Church and walk a new path.
How did that come about?
I have an extremely heavy Years behind me. A year in which I am almost completely burned out, because I had to solve so many problems at work that I have eaten totally. I had to stand up for the mistakes of others entirely alone. The worst thing is, I am a total head man and in my circle of thought, like the ball in roulette by the numbers, the problems and I go through every possible opportunity, any scenario occur that could and paint me in principle, only the worst from. That was the end of last year every day so until I threatened to crash completely. Then I read the book: Do not worry, I live! It was the beginning of rethinking. But more on that later.
Today I was (oh dear, we have been a clock at night, so yesterday I was) the first time in EIAB (European Institute for Applied Buddhism). I had no idea what awaits me there, because I've only recently come to believe that this could be my new way. You have to say, I'm usually not the spiritual type, but was kind of "hocus pocus" rather skeptical. This is certain, however, like most, from absolute ignorance! My world view has changed and the confirmation I was looking now at a meeting that always takes place on Thursdays at 19 clock. What I experienced there, I'll write later. Now I notice the eyes to. Besides me, this blog will be read anyway, no one :-)
Until then ...
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